Thank God my blog is finally up.
Ytd was probably the most problematic day of my entire life since i converted. My prayer for more problems and opportunities were answered yesterday. Sorry to all of you, who i may have dissapointed, its not in my character to break promises, but sometimes i broke it without intending to. Im sorry my friends, sorry to my project group casue i have let you all down, with Gods grace i know i can change and let my change be the testimony to God's work through my life. Still, im sorry. Really have to buck up on my discipline, its like so irregular... haiz...
Isaiah 55:7 "Let the wicked forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts: and let him return unto the LORD, and he will have mercy upon him; and to our God, for he will abundantly pardon."
I think im probably getting EVIL, or UNRIGHTEOUS, and i have certainly underestimated some of the sins that i have committed. This time it is about breaking my promise of punctuality, it may seem small, but in fact it is a reflection of my greatest weakness, where the evil and unrighteous satan can exploit in, so i need to repent n change.
Help me Lord..
Sometimes when people (including me) does something wrong, they tend to find small excuses or maybe reasons for their wrong doings. ' I have done my part' was my 'reason' maybe, but through this lesson, i have also learnt not to find excuses and accept the blame, the judgement.
Im not finding anymore excuses anymore, excuses will only make me think that I'm not completely wrong. I told myself, do not attempt to find excuses or reasons next time, for admitting my mistakes can help me grow in my humility.
Yah, so to Daphne, Celene and Alison, and Yun Chiu, Im really sorry, please please forgive me k? I have no excuses, IM sorry.
ah yahz, to Chuu jye, Chun hong, Ben , Joe, Daniel, sorry for being too lame.
Ps: Dear Friends, If you find out that im making excuses, pls slap me to remind me...thz
Zhikang
1:25 PM
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